Random Thoughts

Well I have to put in my notice at work again. I'm not too happy about it, but when things are put into perspective it is what I have to do. I am sad about it, but I'll live. Unless I can find a trustworthy nanny like NOW.

My mom has been staying with me for a couple of weeks. She will be going back and forth between my brothers and I. I have been trying my hardest to get her in for clinical trials at a hospital in Tampa. I have had to make several phone calls over the course of almost two weeks and have been transferred to four different numbers to call in the process. Finally yesterday I got a call  back that actually led me somewhere, instead of to another dead end. So tomorrow I will be calling yet another number to make an appointment for my mom to see one of the lymphoma doctors over there. I am praying so hard for her, my only earthly parent.

Well I am looking forward to what next year will bring. This year has had its many ups and downs, what with the going back to being a SAHM, and the struggle of paying the never ending list of bills. I have actually decided to try to get pregnant next year as well. Okay, I've said that before, and maybe I'll change my mind again. The truth is, I am content with my one and only child. I have even thought that I don't want a second child at all, and I am still at that thought off and on. But I also know that I have wanted that second child, and if I'm going to do this, that I'd better start soon because I'm not getting any younger.